awso-sweet

OMG!!!
tell me now how?????????????
should i go work F1??????????
most prob last chance sia..
but then..
my BD will be gone.....
if i were to work full shift..
or night shift..
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!
i still waiting for the person to reply me...
pls reply fast..

today went to Cheryl's house..
cos it's Latte's BD..
haha..
Cheryl's cooking not bad sia..
o yea, had "tang Yuan" for dessert..
yeaa..i love "tang yuan"..
but too bad no black sesame..
nvm..
o yea, we watched Princess Mononoke..3/5 stars..it's rather draggy..
u must be suprised that i'm now starting to watch ANIME!!

n, i'm now flying to the moon!! haha..
dun ask me why cos u wont wanna noe why..
HAHA!! it's obvious isn't it?
haha..i noe kinda gl la..
pardon me..
n yes, i'm getting back to my old self again..
congrats to me..

it's the 1st time that i fell in love wif Tiramisu IC..
only tis outlet's Tiramisu..not others..
i used to not like Tira- IC yea..
o yea, it's Tom's Palette's at Shaw..

o yea, Happy Birthday to Avelyn, Sarah n Latte n MF's dad..LOL!!
i noe it's random..

desires

you may decide whether to read or not..

cos it's gonna be a rubbish entry..

i dunno..

i find myself rather useless..
even though *you* gave me some sort of encouragement..
but it didnt work..maybe this encouragement is not use-able here..

n, i'm not a music person..
i tried and tried..
but i jus cant play it well..

i wonder how long i can last..
everytime going to lesson wif such a loser image..
i wanna use this holiday to complete at least 3 songs(steady n well played)..

i will prove that i can defeat them wif such a lousy weapon..
they haf good weapons..so wad? i'm not afraid..
n, in addition, i will complete that piano song within the remaining time i've got..
n, i will be proud of myself..even though i'm not the best..
must think lei..who am i? haha..


o man..
i used to laugh or smile cos of you..
but now, i feel like crying..
pls tell me is it cos i think too much or wad..
but this feeling is so weird..
i cant even figure out wad's the prob..
you sort of given me a signal to tell me to STOP now..
i'm thinking abt it all day long..
should i STOP or GO?

by Stopping, i might save myself from a pool of sadness..but, i might regret it..
if i cont to Go, i might either drown myself in a pool of sadness or flying high in the sky..

but, all i can say is that i will take the risk- cont going..but not as much as b4..
i want fate to decide it..that will be the best..

n now, i freaking scared that the same thing would happen..
this prob is not related to *you* though..
who can i turn to to say this?
perhaps *you* can help me..
but..nvm..

OK..readers, if u all dunno wth i'm writing, then dun care abt it..
i noe wad i'm writing can le..

PS: who's free to acc me to a place this Sat?



be true to urself
9:59 PM

skinny-pig-why-am-i-giving-myself-false

Monday, September 01, 2008
today started out quite well..
but cos of something that spoilt my mood..
nvm then..
met up wif SW, Ling n MF..
supposedly going to Sentosa..
but weather wasn't good..

ended up going for interview at Giraffe..
yes, Ling n I went for it..
n, it's my 16th interview since the day i came into this world..
the manager at 1st like kinda dun wanna interview cos of my age..
not yet legal..cos she like 17??
yea..but she still interviewed me anyway..
interview srsly sucks..
i was stuck at 1 point of time..lost of words..
i knew it's a GG wan already..dun needa wait for phone call..


okok..after our interview, Emily came..we went shopping..
i didnt buy anything..good yea..
blah blah blah..
MF, Emily, SW n I went to Emily's house..
had dinner there..
and watched HK drama..
yea..i love dramas..
n, i wanted to go home early cos sleepy liao..
when walking home wif the 2 of them, was laughing our way through..
shh!! dun say out wad happen ar..haha..it's our secret!!
LOL!!

BUT!!!
something made me kinda upset..yet delighted..
i wanna cry liao(for both bad n good reasons)..
SW, ur 24/7 phone will soon be useful..
perhaps not..
haha..

ur eyes told me the truth..
ur wink nv fails to make someone alive..
ur cuteness nv fails to make someone smile..
ur smile nv fails to enlighten somebody's day..
ok..i shall not think abt it anymore le..
unless the bad thing really happen then i will see how..
WL!!! u are thinking too much already man!!
like wad my gals said "the more u think, the more it will not fulfill"..
i shall faster go find a job like wad somebody said..
and go kill my time working n working...

n, i did something srsly crazy..
ok..i'm finding my own grave..
hopefully not..

i'm not gonna cry yet..yea..
girls like me are brave n strong!! haha..sry for being thick skin..
who cares..haha..i'm being myself..no doubt abt it..
SP ar SP, anyway, Jia You bah..



be true to urself
11:58 PM

should i should not

as wad i said..

i will be back here today..haha..
but, it's gonna be a long post..
so, up to you whether u wanna close this window or continue reading..



i'm quite troubled by some things currently..
i really dunno wad to do..
but i'm glad that some of u are there for me..
since the start of that day, i'm prepared to face any prob that comes my way..
no matter wad the outcome will be, i will still be me, the world will still revolve..
maybe it's time to say out..
i'm brave..no fear..haha!


nth much special happened..
only studying studying yet studying..
waiting waiting n waiting for somebody's promise to come..
that day will determine everything..

it's been dunno how many days since we last chatted..
o well, everyone's busy now..
maybe cos i didnt take the initiative too..



i'm srsly obsessed wif *HIM* n Fireworks...
o man..
yea, went out wif Ling ytd..
we walked the whole Marina Sq jus to find a place to dine..
we ended up at Subway..
after which, we went over to Esplanade Bridge n waited for Fireworks to start..
waited for an hr plus..



it's Singapore Fireworks Festival 2008..
ytd's Fireworks was France wan..French Romance..
i expected more from this..kinda disappointed..
while waiting.. i like this..like little stars..

humans are like this..haha..Wow! cos got Fireworks.. then Wa! cos pollution..HAHA!

video


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i love this sound effect..

today's is Korean wan..Korean Fantasia..

went to watch today's event wif Cheryl n YL..we met at Cityhall MRT...had Subway at Marina..yea, it's Subway AGAIN..LOL!!
then to Marina Bay Floating Gallery..we've got tickets..ahha..actually the tickets are Cheryl's mum wan..Thanks man..there got Carnival..but sianz wan la..hehe..I wanna go to the Christmas Market in Nuremberg, Germany!! Also, i wan a Venetian mask...dunno wad it is, go check it out! haha..i noe i kinda gl la..haha..

the performance there not very nice lei..should haf gone later..
o yea, dreams sometimes tell us not to forget some things..like wad i dreamt of ytd..it told me not to forget to bring the tickets for today's event..haha..

Subway, Eat Fresh..haha!

Guess wad's that on top bah..haha..







under my umbrella..srsly my umbrella..HAHA!



next SG gal? haha..joke of the day man!! but my dream la..cant be pilot..can be air stewardess bah..



i wanna LOL but i cant..face so damn fat!!


if my eyes were bigger, nose sharper, face slimmer..but i'm born like this..so accept who u r..



guess which one is mine? as easy as ABC rite..



artistic..haha..jk..



blue light!! lovely..







see, it's the WOW n WA again..HAHA!!



video

video

video
overall, the Korean wan is nicer..
my 7th show this yr!! u can see how obsessed i'm..
1- New Year at Genting(wif Cheryl)..
2- CNY at Chinatown(wif Eli, Ling n Wen)..
3- Ling's BD(wif the 6 gals)..
4- NDP NE show(wif Cheryl n YL)..
5- National Day(wif MF n Veron)..
6- Ytd(wif Ling)..
7- today(wif Cheryl n YL)..
8- ?? wif my guy?? lol!! wad a joke..
anyway, thanks to those whom watched wif me..appreciated!!


anyway, 2 papers down..
left wif Bio Ana n Engineering Math..
6 more days to Holidays!!
n, i finally had my Haribo Gummy!!

i noe no link to wad i said of exams..haha..


these are my current plans during the holidays..
i prefer last yr..
got more things to do..
30 Aug- RSAF open house..
1 week of Sep- 1 of the days to Sentosa n perhaps Keppel Bay wif my gals..another day for the Southern Ridges..
13 & 14 Sep- P. Hantu expedition..this yr must take tons of pics..
19 Sep- 2B/22 class gathering..
25 Sep- my Daddy's BD..
26 Sep- Changi airport wif YL n Cheryl..
28 Sep- a special day..F1 race also(but nt goin la)..
29/30 Sep- Motorshow wif whoever who wanna go wif me..
6-9 Oct- PPCDL..

i think other days for working n outings bah..not forgetting that i must Run at least 3 times a week(track n hill/long distance)..
i wanna go Changi Airport see planes, airplane rides even better right?
i wanna go Cycling, bowling, bball-ing, treetop walk n many more..
i wanna learn n be able to roller blade n swim during this long holiday!
see whether my parents wanna bring me overseas anot also..
ALSO, the promise made..hahaha!! see if he still remembers..



be true to urself

poly-50

1stly, Happy Birthday to these ppl..haha..
Tracy, Gabriel and Xin Rui..

lol..jus now quite funny while talking to Tracy..haha..
you will be laughing n laughing when there's Tracy..LOL..

anyway, today's Poly 50..
went there see see..
cos last year didnt see..
so damn messy sia..
haha..

sianz..
today jus finish FMB presentation..
tml's the last presentation for this Sem..
o man...must do well..HEHE..

suddenly not feeling that well again...
maybe compressed too much sad things in the past..
haha...everything will be fine..smilez!!



be true to urself

shopping free

Monday, June 30, 2008
o man..half a yr jus passed like this..wif all sorts of events and stuff happening..o yea, went out wif Fang n Wen ytd..Fang left early..Wen n I had Starbucks..she had her usual drink : Caramel Frap..while I had Dark Mocha Frap..but no matter wad, i still love Java Chip..haha..Dark Mocha Frap..Wen n I had shopping spree..haha..is her instead..

/interview-wif-3-guys

sat: my organ teacher gave us a new song..Classical piece..more of 20th century..i find that it's easier than JOC pieces la(but she said it's the easiest