today i went for CO

Saturday, February 26, 2005

today i went for CO, then go for A maths tuition, then after that went to organ lesson in Clementi de Yamaha...phew! luckily today is not my turn to play on the teacher's electone and is the other guy...all the rest of the class had played Tsunami liao except me...so i will be playing next week...and the guy who played jus now sabo me to play next week...but another guy said "only noe how to sabo ppl!" then forget it...play then play...i feel like playing another song but i like all of them...all jap songs..."Love Affair", "Tsunami", "Part of that world" then still got others and i like one song but dunno how to read cos in jap words...i am trying to learn jap too...i wanna go Europe, Japan and Australia...i feel that i have many good friends whether they are close or not close to me...or whether they are guy or gal...

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9:08 PM

Saturday, February 19, 2005

Y? I jus dun understand...i am stupid, annoying, selfish, talkative, show off, ugly like mud and etc...i will nv 4get things that occur on me greatly when in secondary sch days esp...Sec 1, i still remembered that i dunno how to do such an easy Maths qn and the other students noe...i cried cos someone said that "such an easy qn also dunno how to do" and i went on crying...i proved to myself and others that i can but i haf lost the confidence...lost it cos of my emotions and things that happened to me greatly...everytime i laugh, it doesnt mean that i'm that happy but sad...ppl say things abt me i take it to heart cos i take things quite seriously esp wad ppl say...

i wan to say sry to all of my friends, teachers, and other ppl as an apology on wad i haf done wrongly...though i'm still despondent every now and then...i felt as if i'm under depreesion...you see, this is my time table:

Mon:
morning-sch
afternoon-'O' level music
night-homework and tuition

Tues:
morning-sch
afternoon-remedial
night-homework

Wed:
morning-sch
afternoon-CCA
night-homework

Thurs:
morning-sch
afternoon-CCA
night-homework and sumtimes tuition

Fri:
morning-sch
afternoon-music(theory)
night-homework

Sat:
morning-CCA
afternoon-tuition then after that got music lesson(practical & theory)
night-homework or leisure

Sun:
morning-homework or help my dad
afternoon-tuition or outside of house
night-homework or leisure

I feel like giving up my 'O' Level music cos quite stress that other student in the course have at least Grade 5 theory and practical but me ner...i only now then study Grade 2 theory then my practical is only Yamaha grade lor...Grade 7 now learning Grade 6 then...y i so stupid...then feel like under depression...everyday seems to be a sad day for me...not as cheerful as ever...

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3:38 PM

when i was going to help my mum

Sunday, November 28, 2004
today morning, when i was going to help my mum at Tiong Bahru Market, i think that it was unlucky cos when i was on my way on the bus, then when reaching Tiong BahruPlaza, the bus breakdown but at least still got one complimentary bus ticket la...when i reach Tiong's Mac to buy a hamburger for my grandmother, i saw Regan, Jun Hong, Mayson, Patrick and Zhi Han...luckily they didn't see me...when i reach my mum's stall not long, saw them again...i think they are going to Tiong Bahru CC and play b.ball bah...i met a guy next year Sec 4 studying pure science....he's suai and cute man...he's my Dad's friend's so called adopted child...his parents died when he was very young...he got one elder brother...his mother was my Dad's friend's sister, so my Dad's friend was his uncle...i heard from my mum that a lot of girls from other schs called to his sch and asked abt him...too bad i no chance haha...joking...
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Friday, October 22, 2004

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10:51 AM
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
today, Shu Wen, Elizabeth, Hui Ying & Ling Ling came 2 my house and play again...Shu Wen was sick but she still played CS...Eliz listened 2 to MP3...Hui Ying & i took photos and we also sang songs then Eliz recorded down on the hp...Ling always come 2 my house and sleep...no wonder she is called "xiao zhu" hehex...we bought instant noodles 1st then came 2 my house & eat...we also chatted...
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9:07 AM
Saturday, October 16, 2004
Today, Shu Wen, Ling Ling, Shi Hua and Eliz came 2 my house. I felt happy cos I'm alone at home if they were not in my house.They played CS, PS2, MP3 and we all ate and drank our favouriteess...aloe vera wif grapes, coconut drink and ate biscuits and instant noodles...the last 2 times they came 2 my house is on the day before the Maths and Science End of Year 2004 paper...we also took photos and had a great time even though the next day is our important exam hehex...Eliz played wif SS(my sheep)shhhh......after they come to my house until 3:45pm, we went 2 play b.ball wif gah yan...my shooting deproved liao haix...actually can shoot better but dunno why?then shu wen shoot the ball then hit my head...very pain...but this time i didn't cry...braver than before le but now if touch it a little pain like got blue black...tml going to play bowling hehex...
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9:03 AM
Wednesday, October 13, 2004

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10:52 AM

today morning

Sunday, November 28, 2004

today morning, when i was going to help my mum at Tiong Bahru Market, i think that it was unlucky cos when i was on my way on the bus, then when reaching Tiong Bahru
Plaza, the bus breakdown but at least still got one complimentary bus ticket la...when i reach Tiong's Mac to buy a hamburger for my grandmother, i saw Regan, Jun Hong, Mayson, Patrick and Zhi Han...luckily they didn't see me...when i reach my mum's stall not long, saw them again...i think they are going to Tiong Bahru CC and play b.ball bah...

i met a guy next year Sec 4 studying pure science....he's suai and cute man...he's my Dad's friend's so called adopted child...his parents died when he was very young...he got one elder brother...his mother was my Dad's friend's sister, so my Dad's friend was his uncle...i heard from my mum that a lot of girls from other schs called to his sch and asked abt him...too bad i no chance haha...joking...

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2:49 PM