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Wednesday, March 30, 2005

went for the music


ytd went for the music elective program at ACSi then i made 3 new friends...one is called Kelly, the other is Li Choo and one is Meng Yi...Kelly and Li Choo are from SCGS and they are friendly...they always say "Hello!" when they see me then also wave to me...then i knew Meng Yi when we were having a short break...actually all of them are quite friendly and when i reach the sch, a guy will always say "Hello!" to me then i say "Hi!" back to him...but i forgotten his name...liao...however, i was depressed when i dunno how to do the harmonic test...i only got Grade 2-3 standard lei...that one Grade 5 lor...then see 1st la...if i can get at least 8 marks then okie la but still fail...if i get 0, then can say goodbye to this subject liao...and the NIE teacher is very much like the NIE teacher, Mr Lee...he is also another CC but better than Mr Lee a bit only la...his attitude also the same as Mr Lee...hopeless...when he took over the lesson since last week, i will fall alsleep in his class...then todae Mr Lee gave back our A maths test then i was dejected by it...i did not do well for it...and cos of some carelessness...disappointed with myself...wei lu ar wei lu...another hopeless person...
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5:19 PM
Saturday, March 26, 2005
todae went for CO in the morning then very xian...everytime learn the "star sky" in chinese...then bo bian SYF coming...then Hui Ying and I are chosen to be incharge of the music pieces, music stands and the spare parts starting after the SYF...then I went home then go for A tuition...got a guy also same class for E maths come and join the A maths tuition...then miracle for me todae...i didnt fall alsleep in my A maths tuition...hahaha...However,what made me triste was that Leslie didnt reply me and i was called to play on the teacher's Electone then i noe i die liao cos that piece was one of my lousiest wan...then i was being laughed at when i did badly by that idotic guy...and i didnt perform well todae...i did quite badly in all the other pieces except Tsunami dunno why...i cant catch up the speed for the Love Affair that i was being laughed at...though i dunno how old he is, i heard him said that he is going to Japan after his 'O' levels then ic he is in Sec 4 or 5 this year bah...wa lao...i think the others also older than me lor...still laugh at me...maybe that was my retribution...i think my close friends are gonna be sick of me saying over and over that wad happen to me are all my retribution...then i'm mad abt Electone liao..ytd still dreaming in the word of Electone...i dreamt that i wanna buy a model of the Electone that i like am in love wif it...though it is not as good as some other that costs more, it looks cool and has even better functions that wad i have...however, it is quite ex...then i went to Tiong to meet Siti, Shi Hua, Yee May, and a junior from CO...then we went to the arcade play, then i met a gal, she was strange...she asked me am i from Outram Sec and which level i'm in...then she was quite familiar too...then we go eat...then go walk walk then go home...
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9:51 PM
Thursday, March 24, 2005
ytd, he didnt went to sch then was like was he sick? then todae i think he also didnt go cos i didnt see him...then tml maybe going out bah...Shu Wen says wan to come my house...then todae quite sad...almost fed up...Shi Hua, Hui Ying and i were eating then i was telling them that i'm stressed after Shi Hua told me that she heard Shu Wen's recording on her piano then was like very expert...then i didnt talk to Shi Hua and Hui Ying for a while cos they like didnt wan to hear wad i wan to talk...you see, Shu Wen so pro...stress...Sat and Mon gonna be a stress day again cos the others are so pro unlike me...in the 'O' level music wan, almost all of them are pianist and one bassonist, one violinist, and only me playing the electone...then they all got at least grade 5 or 6 standard lor...then in Yamaha, the others can play the songs better than i do...my academics are lack also...so lousy...today going home that time, a person wanted me to do a favour for her then when i wanted to help her, then she says she asked others to help her...then i was like wad had i done wrongly? i wanted to help ppl and make them happy but they rejected me cos they think i'm a slacker...i cant do well in anything...melancholy...
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7:05 PM
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
todae during reading i started to fall alsleep liao...the night b4 ytd 3am then sleep then ytd 11 sumthing then sleep...then when we are in maths lesson, i almost fell alsleep but the Mr Lee always noticing all of us then how to sleep...then after recess got 3 periods of Eng then i really fell alsleep...i cant take it then still do comprehension some more...then after sch got eng remedial then Regan sit behind me wad then he says "Long time no see" in Chinese...then he still says "Why ppl call you predator?" also in Chinese then he says "Ok Ok dun make fun of it"...then he borrow stapler from me wad then he wan 2 return that time he keep on dun wad to let me take...then i wish that Eliz was here but Eliz was siting quite far away...then he still keep on saying "Mrs Cheong"...then when we were doing the last qn, i said the word 'gradually' cos Mr Teo wan the other word for slowly wad then Regan says "Wo! Leslie is an Eng pro and you are also an Eng pro" but too bad i arent...then why am i called to go for remedial...Mr Teo said well done wad then got a gal from 3/8 says "chey"...but 4get it...i wan 2 study hard now...Mr Teo praise me for speaking up in class and says must learn to be more spoken in class...then i'm very scared now cos last time Ms Lim, praise me to keep up the good effort, i fail the maths like siao...then this time am i gonna fail my Eng like siao too?
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5:43 PM
Monday, March 21, 2005
todae in sch during Chinese lesson, cos Mdm Tan didnt come, then the chairman asked us to write "Si Han" abt your friend who is addicted to his CCA and he neglected his studies...then the friend's name you are writing to is called "Chen Wen Jie" then Shu Wen, Boon Hwee, and the other ppl says "Ay, Wen Jie lei..." then i shy away...then after sch, i found out that there are many ppl around me are good to me that i didnt know...i saw Kendrick Soong then he says "Ay Wei Lu lei...Bye Bye!" then Qi You asked me qns then cos i go to the same sch wif him for the 'O' level music wad then we go together lor...then we reach there then got a guy from Kent Ridge says "Hello!" to me then i also say "Hi" to him...then got relief teacher for the next 5 weeks...the teacher's lesson is boring man...then when listening to the 2nd piece of music by Beethoven, i fell alsleep...but wad was great is that there is early dismissal at 4pm then very sick wan is that the test has been postpone again and postponed for 3-4 times liao...but if the test nv postpone and Ms Ng is not busy, then i will not see him liao...this continues below...then i thought of going to Tiong to buy something for the RIFA project...but little did i noe, Leslie they all were there...when i went into the popular, i only saw Yvonne and Jacqueline...then i saw Leslie, Marpig, Regan and Jun Hong...i was shocked man...then Hui Ying came to my house...while we were waiting for the bus, the 4 of them went out of Tiong de entrance that is opp the bus stop then Marpig they all make fun of Leslie...then they came across then Leslie, Regan and Jun Hong went to 7 eleven to buy thing then Marpig went home...then jus now E maths tuition i almost knockdown...haha....
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11:20 PM
ytd, Shi Hua and Ling came to my house...Ling used the computer to do the ask n learn then shi Hua and I were playing PS2...when Ling is done, she played the PS2 then Shi Hua and I do our project...we did for abt 3 hours then we tried to print...but when printed out, the pic is blur then my elder brother suggested us to change...then he use the computer...but nv did I know, when I went to use, he had closed the powerpoint then I was really angry...he didnt even save...I cant find the file...then I had to redo all over again...do like siao...very difficult to fnd the pics that we wanted...I todae later still got 3 test lei...Social Studies, A maths and the music wan...i think i'm gonna fall alsleep...after sch must go for the music wan then go home then 8plus still got E maths tuition...if i fall alsleep and caught, I'm gonna make my brother die...
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1:09 AM
Sunday, March 20, 2005
ytd Shi Hua, Shu Wen and Ling Ling came to my house...i reach home at abt 8:15am then i on the computer online a while then go and bath...after that i went to play my organ for abt 1 and a half hour...xian diao liao...then i nth to do watch TV also very xian...i feel like taking a nap but the weather damn hot then lazy to on air-con and i dun wan my elder brother to noe that i didnt sleep enough ytd or else he will tell my mum abt it...then at at nearly 2pm, Ling Ling came 1st then i thought Shu Wen says she was coming at abt 12 sumthing then i sms her she didnt reply...then we waited...then Ling went to play computer and me PS2...then Shi Hua came at abt 3plus then i ring up to Shu Wen then she says she was sleeping...after a while, she came then we played...Shi Hua, Shu Wen and me were playing and doing project at the same time...haha...but we played more then we do...then while we were playing the PS2 and doing project, Ling was doing her maths online assignment...we played until 8pm then they went home...i was kinda sleepy but this i enjoyed this holiday de Fri & Sat but maybe not on Fri
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10:22 AM
Saturday, March 19, 2005
ytd we went for 2/6 2004 class outing...some of us watched the movie named "Son Of The Mask" b4 going for the BBQ at Victoria's house...but too bad, *he* didnt watch...after that, we went to Victoria's house...most of the girls didnt go...we all only had bee hoon, chicken wings, sausages and satays to eat...after eating, we went to her house's downstairs de so called garden and played using basketball, netball and some boys played soccer...some even played the scooter and bicycle...we were not tired of shooting the balls but tired of picking them up as we always accidentally threw it into the drain that is quite deep...we all went back to have a drink and chatted...but sad sia cos Leslie lor...he took photo of Mei Yee and he still says that he wan her front view...haix...then Victoria's mother does not allow the boys to stay overnight then they had to go but where to go, 12 midnight liao...todae morning, they had to go to Habourfront to sit and wait but they played and buy food and drinks in Cheers...they said that they were nearly caught by the police cos if a group of people are found to be outside at such a late hour, it will be considered as illegal gathering...poor thing...then they also quite caring cos they still asked us not to go out cos later get caught by police...then feel quite happy...then we gals cant go out as Vic's mother does not allow only after the guys have come back downstairs then we went down to chat wif them...after a while, we all went to Habourfront de Cheers to buy drinks and food...however, worse come to worse, a security guard suspect us of sumthing and he called the police if i'm not wrong...then there was a cleaner, he kept on looking at us for dunno wad reason but i think that he wans to keep an eye and rem some of our faces bah...then we quickly went back to Vic's house but along the way, we stopped and see of the guy is still staring at us and we noticed a few of the people wearing blue uniform but not sure if they are the police anot...and we thought that it was the police, so we ran up fast and we gals hid for the time being at Vic's house while the guys hid outside Vic's house...we kept very quiet and we heard that a Taxi was coming up but there wasnt any passenger in it...we kept on thinking that it was someone who was looking out for us...then some of us slept and the others chatted...till this morning abt 6:30am, we all went back home...i wonder why isit that there is always a problem that occur whenever we haf a class outing...we met a group of gangsters last year and this year, we were almost caught by the police...
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