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ytd didnt go for CO cos nobody from 4/6 went...then at home doing hw and practicing organ...in the afternoon went for organ lesson...at 1st, i lead the class to play Lion Heart then lateri play myself cos teacher want to check out for my mistakes and i thought i haf corrected the same mistake over and over again but i didnt...then only Zhi Xiong play Love Affair then the other dun haf play...i haf thought of sumthing...maybe i can try taking Love Affair and compete wif him...but cos of the incident last time, i didnt play in the class for ages...but i did practice at home...then teacher ask me to play FFX...and it suck lor...cos my timing is not good...but wad do you expect me to do when i cant practice wif the diskette at home...btw, teacher also asked me whether i got buy a new organ liao...sian liao la...everytime ask me this qn...my dad has to pay for my grandma's expenses, stall rental, house expenses, my younger brother and my tuition fees, my younger brother's poket money, etc and my mum has to pay for my theory and organ fees, my elder brother and my poket money and etc...and most of the time i dun dare to take money from them to pay for my sch's need and the MEP fees or little expenes unless i cant afford to...sometimes i haf to book a studio for my organ exam and practice there and it cost me abt the price of 18 mentos for an hour...i dunno why i always think that some ppl haf a better organ than me and they dun wanna cherish it eg. they quit at a certain grade and why bother to spend so much time in the past and wasting their parents money...some ppl in the MEP study for half a year or a year then they say want to quit...isnt it a waste of everything? they can spend the time to study and save up the money...my parents say that i'm stupid that i didnt give up on MEP but i haf my plan...wad i do now is all part of my plan...so wad they say will not stop me from doing all this...i hope they understand... be true to urself
10:04 AM i dunno whether todae is a sway or lucky day...in the morning, i was almost late for sch cos i woke up late...then when i came home from MEP, i haf alighted the bus then i dunno how i walk then fell on the ground...my right knee bleed...but it's no big deal la...jus that people waiting at the bus stop dun wanna help me up...jus shocked by it...and i was rather "pai say" cos like this also fall down...then i was sian diao when i was going to walk up a flight of stairs then a stranger asked me if i'm alrite...maybe this gives me an experience of being independent bah...and i was falling like this for the 1st time ever in my life...sch was alrite and it's my 1st time ever during MEP that i laugh like siao cos of Mr Lee...we did melody writing today wad then he sang the melody and it sounds funny then we all wanted to make him sing a high pitch note but we failed to...anyway, we were giggling non stop for the whole day...then i can also say that i make a closer bond wif some of them like Soo Min, Naomi, Samantha and Li Choo, etc...i also nv expected that Soo Min would ask me for candy...funny sia...in conclusion, i really learnt a lot today and experience many things...however, i still dun understand some things... be true to urself 11:07 PM today woke up at 10 plus den didnt went for CO...did hw and then went for organ lesson...toay learn the dunno wad song...then i played Lion Heart...Zhi Xiong played Love Affair...Han Yang played FFX...Cheryl played Winter Again...Benjamin played 1000 words...i didnt perform as well as the rest...haiz...then went to Bugis...then went home... be true to urself 11:30 PM ytd went to Sentosa for the 4/6 outing...was quite fun but is all cos of me that cause many probs...i cant control my temparament then was easily frustrated...then still "hao lian" to others...haiz...we played volleyball then also went to the seaside...then i wanted to throw the 3 pointer for bball but i cant score one...so lousy...then we stay until 7 plus then went to haf dinner...then went home after that...i'm really sorry guys if i haf did sumthing or say sumthing that hurt you all or made you all detest abt... be true to urself 12:34 PM todae ponten CO...went to Shu Wen's house...we did hw and then i played the piano a while...i sux at it lor...how to improve? then after that went home and went out to meet Hui Ying they all for the Eng project...then i saw Michelle and Cheryl then Kendrick and Jia Liang...Michelle and Cheryl could not recognise me..lol..then we took MRT to city hall and walked to esplanade...i took some photos while Hui Ying jot down notes...then we went and walk arnd then went to Marina Square to eat...after that, we went back to Esplanade and waited until the 7 plus...i did my hw there and they all taught me POA...haha...i finally understood my weakest chap...thanks to you guys...then we took the night scene...was ok...and i like a pic very much cos it's very unique...taken by Boon Hwee...then we chatted until nearly 9pm then went to take MRT to tiong...Zhi Long sent Hui Ying back home...lol...i'm still bewildered of whether to go sentosa tml...but i think most prob yes bah... be true to urself 12:07 AM todae went for POA then i was quite disappointed and stressed up...cos Ms You sort of shouted my name across the class then said that i'm not listening to her when she's teaching and i dunno how to ans her qns earlier...but i can see she delibrately call on me wan lor...then i dunno why i cant control myself then i cry...during Phy, learn abt Magnetism...still got hw...then after sch, went to eat and then go and play bball wif Shi Hua, Shu Wen, Ying Yan, Georgina, Yee May then Edumund, Ying Yao, Yuan Cheng and Regan joined us...Shi Hua, Shu Wen and Yee May came to my house and take the bball but we ended up playing PS2 and organ...then we were very late to meet them at the basketball court...had a funfilled day...actually i was quite disappointed that i didnt score the 3 pointer but i did...i dunno whether should it be improve or deteriorated but i noe that Shi Hua learn anything also so fast wan...that's good...but i'm a slow learner... be true to urself 8:22 PM the mar holidays arent holidays at all...still must go back sch almost everyday...ytd went back for eng...then after that went to eat breakfast...then Shi Hua, Yee May, Georgina and Ying Yan came to my house to take the bball...but we play the organ 1st...i teach Shi Hua the chorus of the FFX song...she's a fast learner sia...teach her any song also learn so fast...Tsunami also...Georgina also not bad sia...then we went to play bball wif Jermaine they all...the weather was scorching and we play until 4 plus but we sitted there to chat until 5plus...then i went for tuition at night...todae went for Eng and it was gross...there were quite a number of bees in the ava theatrette...then had ss lesson...then Shu Wen and i went to Great World after that to find Ling and Hui Xian...after that, Ling and Shu Wen came to my house and play PS2 until 5plus...after that, i went for tuition...i was even earlier than the teacher...actually i was late already cos he said this week's tuition is 5:10pm then i 5:30pm++ then reach...after tuition, came home and do my homework...sian...still got E and A math, POA, SS, Eng and Chem to complete... be true to urself 11:58 PM on fri, got beack results for CA1...it's so terrible..then mid year exam is starting in Apr...went for MEP...pathetic only 11 people went...practical is coming and the minimum is 5 minutes and max. is 10 mins...either one song or two songs...i also dunno which song to choose..then it ended quite early...5pm...then went home to study for my Theory exam...
had Theory Grade 5 Exam on Sat...it was alrite but i am quite worried wad would the result turn out to be...then after that, i went down to scape for the family venture...i feel so sort of guilty and disapointed cos i didnt do anything to help my team...after that, went to have lunch wif Gah Yan and Siti at Pastamania...i foun out that *he* really got learn piano and some more in Grade 6 now...i thought that they were jus joking wif it but i think it's real...then i went for my organ lesson...it was miserable yet fulfilling...teacher gave us 4 songs at one shot...but i am not that worried cos 2 of which are grade 7 songs...i also saw the grade 5, teacher's grade's song...was not easy...but dun care so much liao...i dun wan to take Let It Be as one of my exam song le...i changed to Lion Heart...i dunno why all of them especially Benjamin was shocked...but then Zhi Xiong can play well wad...even better than me lor...though i made some mistakes, they still clap for me...delighted...teacher also say that this is much better than the other songs i play...then Mrs Yow wants to see my parents..she called my home...die liao...dunno what she gonna tell them...
todae went to help my parents...then went for tuition...then went to Suntec wif my brothers and father...we bought a monitor...my dad bought for me a digicam...though it's not the one i wan, it's already better than nothing...however, i'm still waiting for the June holidays to come as there might be a promotion on the stagea ELS-01 organ...my parents are gonna broke this year...mostly cos of me...pay for my theory exam, upcoming organ exam, maybe buying me a new organ, coming 'O' level exam fees and my music sch fees are increasing and abt 3 or 4 of my cousins are married or marrying this year... be true to urself 10:14 PM on Sat, went to Ngee Ann Poly and played the Family Venture game...though we went into the finals, we are the last team...but nvm...try harder this coming Sat...today got quite a number of hw...sian...then tml still must complete the internal exam for my theory...i'm now so confused...this coming Sat got the Family Venture final, external exam for theory and organ lesson...fri's MEP also dunno wad time going to end...thurs still got CO...these few days not feeling good also...cos of some reasons...then keep on showing AP...and scolding people... be true to urself 9:58 PM
