2005_08_01_archive

Wednesday, August 31, 2005
todae is teacher's day celebration...we as upper sec had to walk round the sch for 2 rounds...then got performance and etc...then we went back to class...we made a lot of noise and also tease others...lol...haiz...then we went back to our pri sch...i only get to see Ms Evelyn Goh...nonono...it should be Mrs Evelyn Tay...i still cant get use to her "new" name...it's dunno how long ago liao...last year and still cant change the habit...then i doubt that many 6e pupils got go back see her...i quite elated cos abt 3 years liao still remember me...then she still say that i'm still that shy-_-''' and etc...then saw Qian Wei and Rachel Boey...but i think they didnt haf much impression of me but cos pri 4 classmates but they are really 2 of my good friends i had in Pri 4...and Alicia, Pei Wen...

then after that went to play bball wif Yee May, Georgina, Siti, Hui Ying, Zhi Long then Gah Yan came then followed by Shu Wen and Shu Yun...my skills are slacking...then i gtg 1st cos got a math tuition...sian...the tutor spend 1hr explaining and todae's tuition is a total of 2hrs 30mins...todae learn abt Binomial Theorem...did some qns on it and last week's hw on arc length...i feel slack...i only noe how to do one step and it's the 1st qn for Binomial Theorem i did...sad lor...got tuition still so lousy...then came home see hp...that Jason Sien sms me again asking if i am free tml...then i purposely sms him very late saying that i dunno if i haf time anot...then until now didnt reply but i hope he dun reply...then i sms Shu Wen and Shi Hua if they are going out tml...but i doubt so...then was kinda angry and depressed cos my old sickness occur and got a little gastric pain and heart was kinda pain...and i jus wanna say sumthings but who should i find?



be true to urself
11:22 PM

Monday, August 29, 2005
todae was a bad or good day? i also dunno...i had did very badly for all the tests this term...must pull up my socks le...my POA and 2 maths didnt meet my expectation or neither did it maintain at my preious standard...i dunno wad to do...i dunno how to tell my parents...they would be totally disappointed...i found out sumthing again...i really cant control my anger...or am i too emotional? nobody noes some probs esp one that i had been thinking through for almost a month...after sch, went for MEP...sian lei...i didnt study for the test and i'm gonna flunk this test...if i can jus pass for this test, i would be gratified le...it is out of 50 while the only test we had last time was out of 100...i mixed up the Japanese instruments and forgotten how to spell...then on the way home i on my hp...that Jason Sien sms me again...argg...todae morning jus sms me asking i free anot then jus now also ask the same qn then ytd nite even worse...sms me asking if i'm free to call him and discuss abt his wedding things...i kept on wondering why isnt Valerie discussing wif him and why isit me discussing wif him? they are the ones getting married lei...i wonder should i meet up wif him anot?



be true to urself
11:17 PM

Sunday, August 28, 2005
ytd went to sch for rehersal and i was actually in a jubilant mood but after the rehersal, i was feeling frustrated and discouraged...i was being picked on by my instructor...i dunno why he always pick on me or isit cos i'm too lousy...haha...i'm so lousy...and cos of some reasons that led me to be like this...and i am now more scared of JO cos the day b4 i dreamt until him again...die man i almost this whole week dreamt until him and ytd kept on seeing him...then if we are not wrong, his wife fetched him home ytd on a Hyundai Tuscani...after that, some of us went to eat our lunch at tbp's food court...then went home...then i practice a while on the organ and went for organ lesson...Jun Yan played Voyager and Let It Be for a time each...i played ET again for 2 times...Benjamin played Final Fantasy for 2 times...the joker played Whiter Shade for once on the teacher's organ and the teacher lead us playing Lawrence of Arabia...

todae morning was kind of sickening and furious...i slept at 1plus and woke up at 7plus...actually needed to help my parents wan but was tired and still haf some hw to be done...and actually i needed to be there at 6:30am cos there are many orders todae...jus now woke up jus got beaten by my younger brother...sick lor...very pain lei...still hit on my head...then at most later get scolding from parents lor...



be true to urself
7:59 AM

Friday, August 26, 2005
ytd had swimming for PE...i was quite discourage cos i was the least brave cos i was the last to try swimming to the deep pool and i still needed a board to help me...maybe cos i still cant accept the fact of almost drown for 3 times...1st time was when i learn swimming when i was in Kindergarden but after that, i nv swim until pri 4...after that, i was almost drown again when my fave cousin, Calvin and Cheryl, his sis brought my younger cousin, Dorisa and i to the SRC(singapore recreation club) swimming pool to swim...it was a indoor pool...after that i only swim when we are forced to in Outram...the last time i almost drown was in June this year at Sentosa the sea there...then after sch ytd, got rehersal for speech day...then i went to look for David Tan regrading the MEP stuff...then i went to Clementi Yamaha to book a studio for practicing after rehersal...was sort of upset cos i'm lucky to get a studio with Stagea but it's only ELS-01, EL-90, EL-100, 200, 500, 700, 87 but i only can get to use EL-87 cos the others dunno why cant play...i on the power liao but cant play lei...the switches also on liao...and it's an hour for $15.75 cos peak hours...then was quite pissed off cos i can hardly play wif the diskettes for some songs as my organ dun haf the function...and not even the tempo...reached home at nearly 9pm...

todae was quite jubilant cos others are quite jovial den dun spoil their mood...but i was furious cos got piles of mountains of work to be done and todae's physics test surely fail wan lor...btw todae is the 8th month of the Tsunami disaster so i played Tsunami jus now and practice some other songs...oh my gosh...todae is the 26th and my music elective's EOF practical is 1 month away...die...monday still got MEP test...



be true to urself
7:54 PM

Tuesday, August 23, 2005
todae i feel quite despondent early in the morning...then got back chinese paper and a maths...was even discouraged...though i pass my a math, it was TOO far from my expection...i broke down and cried...then after a while feel much better as i did some reflections when i was crying...then we had the opporunity that we might be going to go to Hong Kong 2 years or lesser from now...we will also get to preform wif the Hong Kong preformers...then ppl seem to be quite jubilant but i'm not that jovial...but anyway, i hope that that might not happen...i gtg and do my hw now...



be true to urself
5:51 PM

Sunday, August 21, 2005
todae woke up late then must meet Mei Yee they all do the project...b4 i went out i forgot that i had to help my mum do some household chores so i'm late...VERY SORRY...the we had some discussions at TBP's mac then we went to popular and see if the materials are available...but we went to Ngee Ann City's Kinokuniya to check out if the materials are better...though there isnt many materials that meet our citeria, we had some inspirations from there and we went to Chinatown to buy the materials...we spent a total of $5 plus...then Mei Yee, Shu Wen and i went to Tiong and met Mei Fang...after that, we went to Ikea and ate the hotdog bread...then went to Queensway shopping centre and walk...after that, we went home...i skip breakfast and lunch for todae and i ate the hotdog bread that we had in Ikea, half of the bar of bitter chocolate, a pack of chips and a aloe vera jelly for dinner...todae i found out something...i was very selfish...someone dropped the thing in a shop but i didnt help him and yet i walked pass him...i felt very guilty...and i found out something that had make me disappointed and i have been thinking over the same thing for 2 weeks...



be true to urself
10:19 PM

Saturday, August 20, 2005
todae woke up at 7am...but was quite tired so slept again...7:30am woke up then prepare to go for CO...go to sch by my own cos Shi Hua was late but i haf already gone b4 she sms me cos i thought she go to sch liao as she didnt reply me earlier...then when i was reaching sch, Yee May and Shi Hua told me that they are meeting to eat 1st then asked me if i wanna join them...haiz...then after CO i went home...then Shu Wen came my house...i pratice the organ while she uses the computer...then i needed to go for organ lesson so she went home...i was late for 5 mins...luckily the lesson haven started...