todae went for LCCI

Monday, May 30, 2005
todae went for LCCI in the morning...then was quite boring...and had to finish POA holiday hw cos this Fri must hand up one set...then jus now do the qns given then dunno how to do...failure...haha...dunno how to do...i'm so lousy...jus now got a teacher called up my home and asked my parents to go to sch on this Fri as a counsellor and the principlay wan to meet them...then the 2 of them asked me why did this happen...i dunno how to tell them...and not even one ans from their mouth is correct...so disappointed...they dun understand me and now i hate my father more...keep on asking me craps...then jus now i told him not to say craps on Fri then he speechless liao...i hope he better not say anything as wad he promised...if not i will stand up and bang at the table on Fri...how i wish i can dun go for any counselling...i'm perfectly fine...i can laugh like mad...y go for counselling for wad...there are more ppl who needs counselling...then jus now cry...cant play my pieces well...disappointed...i slack in everything...
be true to urself
10:44 PM
Sunday, May 29, 2005
todae woke up at 10plus...den Shu Wen came to my house arnd 1plus...she brought instant noddles from her house and gave me...thanks...den i cook and she play PS2...tricky time again...we tried a lot of times for the tricks but cant lei...then todae sort of lucky cos we needed to pluck the wires to the tv then i plucked wrongly then no sound...but after trying, can liao...lol...then i unlock some tricks and Shu Wen not "shuang" liao cos she tried so many times cant then i one time can liao...bhb...then we go to national library to return books...i owe one of the books 3 weeks after date due...costs me almost $3...then we go IKEA then go Plaza Sing...very frustrated when we went to Plaza Sing...i accidentally hit a gal...abt my same age...then she told her 2 other friends...then they started saying abt Armani Exchange is a branded stuff and think that it is bought from "pasa malam"...then that time we were in a lift wad then i look arnd only i'm wearing Armani Exchange de shirt...then i was damn flare up...i only accidentally hit her wad...then she also didnt look her way...then i actually wanted to talk bak wan lor...then forget it...but it hurts my heart lor...how can they say like this...but nv did i noe...after we went to Yamaha, we went to the arcade and we saw them again but i think that they didnt saw us bah...then we walk walk then went to take a bus bak home...reach home...sick man...my dad was so irritating...get more hatred abt him...keep on asking Shu Wen stuffs in the afternoon and when i reach home, keep on asking me things...then when i play games also disturb me...always like this wan...when i do hw also disturb me...like my younger brother...so kpo and irritating...i also wan to haf some privacy and freedom...and always act smart...tell him the things liao then he still dun get it after millions of times...and still wan face cos he in the afternoon says that he's jus jk when he said abt the $500 thing and abt the stress all these...