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Monday, September 15, 2008

hantu-exp-2008

I'm back..
P. Hantu is still the same..
jus that the atmosphere is diff..

Sailed there wif CL..
I damn scared sia..
the wind so strong n I didnt wanna capsize..
somemore it's an open sea..(cont reading n u will noe)
CL tried to console me..haha..
we sailed fast at a time..
then didnt notice the coral reef..
then the whole boat suddenly bang and stall..
i thought got wad monster sia..(joking la)..
then some things happen la..sorry to KT..
feel guilty sia..

reached Hantu finally after 4 hrs like that..
played games..blah blah blah..
see sunset wif CL, Xav, Genuine n Jere..lovely sunset..
dinner was awesome..
Instant Noodles wif egg, chick frank and crabmeat..also, my fave Campbell's Mushroom Potage soup..
simple but it tasted so nice..
perhaps we're all tired and famished..

then when SJ, CL n I in the tent "resting" that time, JT shouted..
guess wad, there's a snake..i was like omg..i cont to stay in the tent cos i'm so scared..
i hate reptiles man..esp. snake..
luckily got SS..he captured that snake and released it on the other part of the island..
after this incident, I'm so aware of where i'm walking..
whether got any CREATURE on the ground crawling or wadever..LOL..

Sentry Duty as usual..my partner was Edwin..

after that, I knock out liao..
I kinda scared that i would fall out of the hammock and drop in the sea sia..haha..
but nth one la..not that scary..
o ya, I was very pissed off cos of the mosquitoes and sand flies..
make me feel so irritated ever since the lantern stuff..
I thought sleeping at the jetty would be much better than the tent..but it's the same..
and i find that the time was so slow..
i woke up for dunno how many times and the colour of the sky is the same..

finally it's morning..
went to explore the island wif ZY, Jere, ZW, ZY n XY..
wanted to go over the other side of the island..
but the path across to there was too dirty..so didnt..
o yea, it was sunrise..
then breakfast..
packing up and stuff..phototaking n Jetty Jump..
I didnt jump this time round...hum la..
the older I'm, the more hum I'm..

then we set off back to PM..
we took abt 3 hrs to reach PM..
that's very fast already man..
wind condition was on our side..good..
and it was a scary one when crossing the channel..
a very huge vessel suddenly turn it's direction towards some of the Picos..
actually the "signal" it give is like going towards another direction la..
we predict wrongly..
then we all so damn scared sia..
luckily everything was alright..
even though I wasn't sailing, I was also scared la..
o man..it's so crazy..
anyway, it was a fun trip la..
so many things happen..

of all, Sea, Land, Air..
i think Sea traffic is the most scariest la..
Land wise is the least scariest..

ok..we managed to pack up everything by 3pm..
it's so fast man..then, i went home 1st..
then went to find YL n Cheryl..
they came my estate here to celebrate Mid Autumn..
had an enjoyable time wif them..
Sparklers n Candles..
n some funny stuff la..
YL, remind me to tell you something..haha
yup, that's all for these 2 days..
shall post some pics soon!

u're srsly missed!
when am i able to see you again?

Friday, September 12, 2008

/interview-east-coast

Tues:
went down to PM..
Freshies had their level 1 test..
and I saw my long time no see Mary n JT!! haha..
went off early to go meet Xian..

I had White Choc Mocha..
actually craving for Hot Vanilla wan..

o yea, we had our usual stuff when we go out..
GELARE's waffle! topped it wif Vanilla Bean IC..

anyway, I went for my interview..
this is my fastest and most relaxed interview in my life..
the interivew was less than 5 mins..I didn't feel stress at all..
machiam talking to friend like that..
I said if fail then not blogging out rite..but now i dunno if it's fail or pass.. -_-'''

YTD:
went to East Coast wif Fang, Wen n Emily..
finally get to go there after so long..
3 of us cycled while Wen roller blade-d..
it's been such a long time since i went there..
thanks a lot gals..
I felt joyous..not only ytd..
you all are wif me these days when I wanted to go places like Airport n ECP..
much appreciated..and I did had fun wif you gals..

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Messy!! sea is my 2nd home..

Sailing Rocks!

so is Aviation..my 3rd home? haha..

i srsly needa slim down..



MF's..ginger chilli chick..

Food okok la..cant say much cos we're all famished..haha..

TODAY:
went out wif Ling to Golden Mile..
we had Sweet Stone's Fondue..damn full sia..
i swear not to consume anymore sweet stuff for a week..
it's killing me man..
headache now..argh..

i still prefer Andersen's fondue compared to others..i miss MEP ppl suddenly..

then, we went to Orchard..nth much la..
went home rather early than usual..
o yea, Kinopizza called me..but then lady said full of staff..
so she put me in a Jap rest.
so now, i shall wait for my phone to ring..
now i dun mind wad type of job la..as long as got a job can le..

i shall come back blogging next week bah..tc ppl!



be true to urself
9:18 PM

Saturday, September 6, 2008

skinny-pig-why-am-i-giving-myself-false

today started out quite well.. but cos of something that spoilt my mood.. nvm then.. met up wif SW, Ling n MF.. supposedly going to Sentosa. ...

Friday, September 5, 2008

job-searching-sucks

Friday, September 05, 2008
I'm going crazy soon..
why do I always find it so difficult to get a job?!?!?!

i've sent in more than 10 resume but only 1 replied..wad's worse..

that person ask me go for interview at 4:30pm..
n, i only read the email at 8plusPM..
o mine..
nvm..
i replied her to ask whether can postpone to Mon anot already..

hope to get a reply soon.. :D

i jus went to fill in application form for Starbucks today..
but then the Manager in charge not there..
so ask me wait for phone call for interview..
like that say, means 50% GG..
lol..
nvm..

i got a job on standby..
but then i not free during that day..
cos of Hantu trip..
nvm..still got other events and they will be calling me..
hehe..
hopefully..

class gathering is more or less settled..
jus waiting for that day to come..
LOL!!

let's see..
nth much already..

some lame jokes..
haha..got them from some website..

1) What do you call fifty penguins in the Arctic?
ans: LOST!! (penguins live in Antartica)

2) Where can find an ocean w/o any water?
ans: on a MAP!!

3) What do you get from sitting on the ice too long?
ans: Polaroids

4) Why do polar bears win so many races?
ans: Because they're always in the "pole" position

5) What do you call a deer wif no eyes?
ans: No Idea!

i'm waiting for somebody to start the conver..
SO...the ans is obvious man..
aw...hahaha..nvm..
it's still early to decide my fate..
XD..

SW, pls check ur HP..haha..
Labels: fate, wait




be true to urself
9:59 PM

awso-sweet

OMG!!!
tell me now how?????????????
should i go work F1??????????
most prob last chance sia..
but then..
my BD will be gone.....
if i were to work full shift..
or night shift..
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!
i still waiting for the person to reply me...
pls reply fast..

today went to Cheryl's house..
cos it's Latte's BD..
haha..
Cheryl's cooking not bad sia..
o yea, had "tang Yuan" for dessert..
yeaa..i love "tang yuan"..
but too bad no black sesame..
nvm..
o yea, we watched Princess Mononoke..3/5 stars..it's rather draggy..
u must be suprised that i'm now starting to watch ANIME!!

n, i'm now flying to the moon!! haha..
dun ask me why cos u wont wanna noe why..
HAHA!! it's obvious isn't it?
haha..i noe kinda gl la..
pardon me..
n yes, i'm getting back to my old self again..
congrats to me..

it's the 1st time that i fell in love wif Tiramisu IC..
only tis outlet's Tiramisu..not others..
i used to not like Tira- IC yea..
o yea, it's Tom's Palette's at Shaw..

o yea, Happy Birthday to Avelyn, Sarah n Latte n MF's dad..LOL!!
i noe it's random..

Thursday, September 4, 2008

desires

you may decide whether to read or not..

cos it's gonna be a rubbish entry..

i dunno..

i find myself rather useless..
even though *you* gave me some sort of encouragement..
but it didnt work..maybe this encouragement is not use-able here..

n, i'm not a music person..
i tried and tried..
but i jus cant play it well..

i wonder how long i can last..
everytime going to lesson wif such a loser image..
i wanna use this holiday to complete at least 3 songs(steady n well played)..

i will prove that i can defeat them wif such a lousy weapon..
they haf good weapons..so wad? i'm not afraid..
n, in addition, i will complete that piano song within the remaining time i've got..
n, i will be proud of myself..even though i'm not the best..
must think lei..who am i? haha..


o man..
i used to laugh or smile cos of you..
but now, i feel like crying..
pls tell me is it cos i think too much or wad..
but this feeling is so weird..
i cant even figure out wad's the prob..
you sort of given me a signal to tell me to STOP now..
i'm thinking abt it all day long..
should i STOP or GO?

by Stopping, i might save myself from a pool of sadness..but, i might regret it..
if i cont to Go, i might either drown myself in a pool of sadness or flying high in the sky..

but, all i can say is that i will take the risk- cont going..but not as much as b4..
i want fate to decide it..that will be the best..

n now, i freaking scared that the same thing would happen..
this prob is not related to *you* though..
who can i turn to to say this?
perhaps *you* can help me..
but..nvm..

OK..readers, if u all dunno wth i'm writing, then dun care abt it..
i noe wad i'm writing can le..

PS: who's free to acc me to a place this Sat?



be true to urself
9:59 PM

Monday, September 1, 2008

skinny-pig-why-am-i-giving-myself-false


Monday, September 01, 2008
today started out quite well..
but cos of something that spoilt my mood..
nvm then..
met up wif SW, Ling n MF..
supposedly going to Sentosa..
but weather wasn't good..

ended up going for interview at Giraffe..
yes, Ling n I went for it..
n, it's my 16th interview since the day i came into this world..
the manager at 1st like kinda dun wanna interview cos of my age..
not yet legal..cos she like 17??
yea..but she still interviewed me anyway..
interview srsly sucks..
i was stuck at 1 point of time..lost of words..
i knew it's a GG wan already..dun needa wait for phone call..


okok..after our interview, Emily came..we went shopping..
i didnt buy anything..good yea..
blah blah blah..
MF, Emily, SW n I went to Emily's house..
had dinner there..
and watched HK drama..
yea..i love dramas..
n, i wanted to go home early cos sleepy liao..
when walking home wif the 2 of them, was laughing our way through..
shh!! dun say out wad happen ar..haha..it's our secret!!
LOL!!

BUT!!!
something made me kinda upset..yet delighted..
i wanna cry liao(for both bad n good reasons)..
SW, ur 24/7 phone will soon be useful..
perhaps not..
haha..

ur eyes told me the truth..
ur wink nv fails to make someone alive..
ur cuteness nv fails to make someone smile..
ur smile nv fails to enlighten somebody's day..
ok..i shall not think abt it anymore le..
unless the bad thing really happen then i will see how..
WL!!! u are thinking too much already man!!
like wad my gals said "the more u think, the more it will not fulfill"..
i shall faster go find a job like wad somebody said..
and go kill my time working n working...

n, i did something srsly crazy..
ok..i'm finding my own grave..
hopefully not..

i'm not gonna cry yet..yea..
girls like me are brave n strong!! haha..sry for being thick skin..
who cares..haha..i'm being myself..no doubt abt it..
SP ar SP, anyway, Jia You bah..



be true to urself
11:58 PM