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todae morning went for poa remedial...i dunno is overall below 70 or SA2 below 70 then need to go but forget it...then we did 3 qns on TPL & B/S...then after that walked down the hill wif Yvonne and Jacqueline...we talked abt many things...then went home had biscuits as brunch...then play com...practice organ...did composing and improvising of songs...then watch tv and did some work...then did household chores...so bored... be true to urself
11:11 PM ytd went for organ...learned new song...however, i'm still stuck at the song Tamashi..the anime...then now a Donald Duck song...dunno wad Chum...dunno wad...but den sort of Euro beat /techno...then i played Lawrence of arabia...then i accidentally step onto the pedal then that Benjamin aka Jun Yan said he didnt sabo me then dunno wad...wadever...then the "Yellow-shirt" guy played Final Fantasy...so di siao wan...go put the tempo at 40%...wa lao...so slow...then still got play other songs and also did improvisation...then Benjamin played Final Fantasy X-2's 1000 words...i'm not sure if it's that version...then went to eat Sakae Sushi wif my parents and elder bro...then went home...
todae went to help my parents...so pissed off...got so many people wad then must wait wan rite then one elderly said i dunno then dun come help la...but i said wait liao wad...no patience wan...then got one is i told her liao that there isn any more ingredients in the porridge liao...then she said okie and i gave her the bowl then i tell her again but then she dun wan liao...freak out...then worse thing is that my salary cut down another $5...it has been cut for the 2nd time...consecutively...if this continues, i will not help out anymore lor...but i must prove to all of them that wad Ms Lim had told me...i cant accept failure easily and gets depressed easily...so i must prove them wrong...but can i? i doubt so... be true to urself 5:52 PM ytd was the last day of sch...gotta bring lots of stuff back home...actually not that much...then went back to sch wif my mum and bro...then JO talked to my bro abt my results...haiz...i haven even see the result slip then my bro see first...quite discouraged wif my results...but i had expected...cos i didnt put in my best effort...my class position goes up by 2 but level drop by 2...then JO says dun worry much...haiz...then after that went to see Ms Lim...she keep on asking why my maths deteriorated a lot...then maybe cos of my time management bah...JO and Ms Lim both also say abt my time management and i haf high expectations and etc...haiz...then went to look for Ms Wong...then talked abt CO stuff...then i went for theory lesson...for this 2-3 weeks, i'm doing the past year papers...then can go to grade 5...so slack...nvm...i try to finish my grade 5 by dec...then after that i went to meet shi hua to pass her her stuff...then bought food for my family...went home... be true to urself 8:49 AM these few days arent good for me...got back results and they are not convicing...got to noe more knowlege and noe more of my personality...i am a BAD person...the one who is a nuisance to the world...she's always the odd one...everyone hates her to the core...she cant do well in anything...be it studies or music or sports...she cant even do sumthing that a 3 year old can do...arent she stupid...haha...of course she's that stupid...nobody cares to bother this person anymore cos she dun bother to care abt herself...she's 15 yet she dunno what is rite or wrong...she is the stupiest person i ever noe...even her father dun have any trust in her...her cousins and friends dun wanna be wif her...how i wish she can die earlier or immediately... be true to urself 12:10 PM ytd was bad...i'm gonna flunk me MEP...at most la...the most i can hope is a C6...but then cant also like this compare la...actually i shouldnt pick up MEP...first, i dun even haf a grade 5 theory standard or even a grade 3 until i started learning theory this year...now i'm still at grade 4...left a scetion to grade 5...i also wish that i could learn faster but it's already very fast le...i may fall any time or should i say that i'm always maintaining a D7, E8 grade...let the time determine bah...
todae someone told me that i'm drifting...liao...i also feel so...esp during A math and A math tuition...i haf let that person down...and my physic test wasnt reflecting...and i found that i haf lose my confidence even b4 the eof papers...wad am i gonna do now...and i haf chatted wif my dad and mum for some time...but then, my dad gave me a subtle hint of wad he wanted me to pick up...is this forcing or advicing? i'm now in a loss...but that person told me that he dun wan me to be in a complete loss for now... be true to urself 9:01 PM todae woke up at 11am...then had lunch at 12 plus...went for math tuition at 1 plus...tuition finished at 4 plus...went for organ lesson...todae we learn a new song...i think i heard b4...it's like in an anime wan...then todae the expert didnt come then my turn to take over his place for the song...haha...so pai seh you noe...he so pro then i so lousy...then went home...tml still must help my dad and then Mon still got EOF MEP WRITTEN exam...i sure screw up the whole paper wan.... be true to urself 11:01 PM
